AMY is that latest Blog-Buddy to move into Enlightenment. Here is her report, bringing such joy to this Enlightenment Coach, and maybe also to YOU!
Blog-Buddies, I have added headings, links, just that tiny bit of editing. You go, AMY!
Enlightenment Coaching Pops Up During a Routine Session of Rosetree Energy Spirituality
During my last session with Rose (which was a Name Alignment® Session, and I am so excited about changing my name this month) she did a skilled empath merge. Rose said she wondered if I had perhaps crossed over the threshold into Enlightenment.
- She described many of my chakra databanks, and they were all balanced and STUFF-free.
- She said a kind of joy pervaded my energy field, that she said was quite typical of Enlightenment.
- She asked me some questions related to Enlightenment at the end of my session and all of that seemed true of my experience as well.
Not in a Rush about Enlightenment (A Good Sign, According to Rose)
The session was more than two weeks ago now.
At the time of the session I was surprised by her assessment.
During that session itself (similar to Adam McIntosh’s experience at the dentist, described in his blog post here) , I got a very subtle question asking if I wanted to be Enlightened.
It was all very subtle and in fact was happening while Rose was talking and didn’t pay it too much attention (apart from answering it! :)).
Having my Enlightenment be subtle and drama-free was a specific request I had made in the past (a request I learned I could make from reading Rose’s work).
I think had I not had that session with Rose I wouldn’t have recognised myself as Enlightened now. It’s funny to say that because since the session there are several things that I can point to.
Sticky Emotions Don’t Stick The Same Way without Inner STUFF
I have noticed less “sticking” of emotions.
I have noticed that certain tasks I usually dread doing, I just get done without too much thinking about it.
I have noticed that I bite the bullet with work tasks, personal tasks and interpersonal conflicts that normally I would have procrastinated on.
I notice that I don’t “hit a wall” when I try to run (not that I run a lot at all, but I found this very funny to realise).
I think the kicker for me these two weeks was how effortless it has been to get out of bed!
What Enlightenment Is, Evidently, NOT
This is not to say that I have been happy, happy, happy every moment.
A lovely woman I visit as part of my volunteering is moving away, and I have been crying about that because I will miss her and I know she would rather not move if she could.
I still get angry and annoyed.
I still get bit embarrassed sometimes.
But the emotions appear when appropriate (or usual for my personality). And they don’t stick.
Accepting that I Might Be Enlightened
These experiences have helped me to accept Rose’s assessment.
I say accept because the experience has been so subtle, whereas my ideas of Enlightenment (having learned about the concept quite young) had been so pre-defined and built up from so much reading about the subject and hoping and wishing for it.
Re-reading Answers from Silence (which I have often re-read in the past too) by Jeffrey Chappell has helped.
Especially helpful has been the whole idea from him that “The personality isn’t enlightened; the operator is.”
It just… Feels normal!
What else? I do notice a subtle sense of joy when I pay attention.
When I’m at work I’m super-focused and I enjoy my work anyway. When I’m at home relaxing I feel joy more strongly.
What Helped Me Move Across the Threshold of Enlightenment
I think sessions with Rose, especially sessions in which cutting a cord of attachment was the healing centrepoint of the session, were especially helpful.
I found that incorporating what I learned from the Soul Thrill® Aura Research sessions with her, also had a big impact.
For example, I learned that horse-riding and learning to play the saxophone would be particularly thrilling for my soul. I immediately started saxophone lessons, but it took six months for me to have my first horse-riding lesson.
In the session with Soul Thrill® Aura Research, Rose said that the horse-riding in particular would result (speculatively) in 56 miles of soul thrill, whereas the saxophone lessons would result in (a decent) 15 feet of soul thrill.
In retrospect I feel my choices reflect that I wanted my experience to be subtle and not flashy.
In terms of flash, I haven’t really ever had any flashy experiences and I’ve only rarely been interested in having any.
In the last nine months or so I’ve also focused on problem solving in my everyday life and gradually incorporating what I want to experience in my everyday life, using my self-authority to pick and choose.
Also I took some opportunities that my family saw as risky, such as travelling to the D.R.C. as part of my job, because I wanted to!
How Vibrational Re-Positioning Helped Me As Well
Another help for my moving into Enlightenment was an Energy Spirituality session I did recently with Rose. Given my intention, she chose Vibrational Re-Positioning® as the healing centrepiece.
This session has made a HUGE impact on my life. Prior to that session there was a piece of subconscious code that basically went like this:
1 I know I need to …[do this thing I wanted or planned to do e.g. practice saxophone]
2 Different parts of me being:
B Not wanting to do that thing
C Decided not to do that thing
D Feeling disgusted with myself for being a failure [In not doing that thing but also in a montage of every other time I’ve failed to live up to my expectations]
E Not telling my conscious mind that I’ve decided not to do that thing
Why It Helped, Consciously Being Presented with this Old Energetic Sub-Routine
Hmm. My whole life I have been on a self-improvement kick.
- I had notebooks when I was 10 when I would try to teach myself chemistry.
- I tried to teach myself Latin at 14.
- I had Stephen R. Covey’s “The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens” workbook.
- I read Steve Pavlina’s entire personal development blog.
- I tried to keep up learning Irish after I left Ireland.
- So, I had a lot of previous experiences in which I had beaten myself up for not achieving all the wildly ambitious things I had planned.
As part of the Vibrational Re-Positioning® during my session, Rose gave me a follow-up recipe to use for homework in order to PUT IN appropriate subconscious code, replacing the old dysfunctional code that had been running subconsciously, at the level of my chakra databanks.
The difference has been incredible.
- If I don’t get something done on my list, I just do it the next day (or when I can get around to it).
- If I don’t manage to practice my saxophone all week, I just explain why to my music teacher.
- If I have urgent reports at work, I ask my Tutor for an extension on my essay deadline.
Life is SO much easier since this subconscious code was identified and Rose gave me the workaround recipe. Before I would blame myself, expect myself to continue when exhausted, plan too many things for my to-do lists and feel a constant low-to-medium level pressure to…
SUCCEED. AT. MY. GOALS.
Phew, that was a big thing that I just took as a normal part of existing if I wanted to “be successful”!
What Else Has Helped Me Move Into Enlightenment?
In terms of other things I’ve tried on my personal path, I had one session with Cynthia Lane (On Rose’s Enlightenment Life List), which I really enjoyed.
I had two sessions of Soul Energy Awakening Hypnosis® when Rose was in London in 2012 and noticed a dramatic effect on myself. I feel that was a catalyst for a lot of beneficial changes in my life in the months following.
I have also found learning skills of Rosetree Energy Spirituality to be immensely helpful.
I’m currently working full time while studying for a degree and volunteering part-time. So at the moment I don’t make much time for using the aura-reading skills and the techniques for Skilled Empath Merge that I have learned from Rose’s workshops.
I do try to use the Spiritual Cleansing and Protection techniques as often as I remember.
And although I read the blog every single day (bookmarked on my phone and I check it at lunch at work) I also haven’t been commenting so much recently.