Ive been doing sessions to dig out the STUFF related to my childhood. So hard-core childhood STUFF that you can overwhelm professional counsellors with. And this post is directed to people who are coming to Rose for similar reasons and to encourage them to persevere.
I guess youve worked on yourself a lot already. Youve done counselling, or just various forms of self-help and and you dont know how much to invest in RES sessions. Are they worth it, or not? You may be resistant to giving yet another therapy or healing modality a shot or trusting yet another self labelled healer.
I was sick and tired of managing the emotional side effects and I had a strong intuition that somewhere in energy healing land there was a healing modality that would just shovel it all out.
Energy Healing Land
I was never too fond of energy healing land, as the folks that live in it tend to not be the most pragmatic or practical of people. I have my honourable exceptions who I treasure.
So Ive been doing sessions for over a year, popping one piece of STUFF at a time, like blackheads. lol.
Mostly the STUFF was the predictable results of conflict, struggling to survive and feeling abandoned. Those cords were way too big for me to deal with myself. I knew they were important to get them done properly. They were almost all mega-cords.
It was a relief each time one went: siblings, social workers, parents . but also lots of emotions rose to the surface. And there is more to RES than cord cutting.
It has been important to look after myself emotionally. Its been a good time for me to do it as Ive currently got a stable job that doesnt require much creativity or over-time. Its really a case of getting the time and money and support together to commit for a period of time.
It is interesting that in RES sessions, your awareness of the subconscious is heightened, so you can experience the STUFF that Rose is referring to first hand. I think its this heightened awareness that can be quite intense.
This is especially if youre dealing with STUFF that has resulted from many human-level struggles that Rose doesnt know about. It can all feel a little weird and intrusive.
Im a fairly tough person, Ive fended for myself for a long time. I know how to manage myself. Letting some person lecture me about very personal things is not my idea of fun Ive not got this far in life without learning to be protective of myself.
Ive had to put together the details of my own life over many years. Its up to me to decide how what Rose says in sessions fits with what I intuited myself.
Ive had some forms of STUFF that were really very alarming, but I had to just put them on the back burner of my mind until they made more sense. The most important thing is to relax.
Integrating the Results of RES Sessions
So again, this is why human level support and having stability outside of sessions is important. The emotions that rose up after my SEAH sessions were particularly hard. I need people who can deal with me being a bit angry and confrontational to help me get things off my chest. This gives me space to verbalise so I can collect my thoughts.
Hint: It may be true that a significant number of people with mental health problems will have involvement with astral entities. So this is something that someone like Rose can help you with that few other people would be able to.
I now have some idea where my end-point is for the healing sessions, which is indeed a relief for my bank account. One of the scary things about sessions was knowing how many I would need. The way I saw it, was that this STUFF accumulated over decades. A year or so of less spending money seemed like a reasonable sacrifice. Sigh.
And the thing about RES, is that you do get a noticeable improvement after each session. Ive never finished a session thinking it was a waste of time or money.
Solving the Puzzle for Myself
Its a bit like a puzzle. Possibly a murder mystery puzzle in my case. LOL
Things come together. Ive come to understand what was in my control and what wasnt. Ive come to understand what Ive learnt and what I can take with me to improve on in future situations.
Im not enlightened, I havent had any ground breaking revelations. I simply feel like the person I would have been if I didnt have the life scared out of me as a child. And isnt that amazing?
Amazing in General
Its amazing in general that we dont have to be limited by STUFF and by how much we can cope with the past. The past is so very boring. We can live and learn, and if we do hit roadblocks, we can help ourselves and try again. And that is particularly amazing! We can learn so much more in one lifetime.
Its really my hope that people who have been through as intense situations as me also get the healing they deserve, I know theyve already dealt with so much. I can understand that there are a lot of reasons to feel discouraged from sticking with sessions.
But Ive made it work for me. A lot of it is patience, and letting the cumulative effects build.
At the end of the day, one of the reasons that RES is an effective healing modality that uses Divine level frequencies and Divine knowledge. I dont know of many healing modalities that really do that.
And once STUFF is out of the way, then youre more free to live your life as you want to live it.