Incubator Aura Research. Today’s post shares results from the first research I’ve ever done into what it was like for a newborn to live in an incubator. While her survival was touch-and-go, what happened with that soul’s consciousness?
Each of these stories is different, but all of us incubator survivors have something in common: Life experience that’s about as unpleasant as life can be. And yet both LIANE and I found this aura reading research to be intensely illuminating, tremendously uplifting. And I’m hoping you will too, Blog-Buddies.
Because, graciously, LIANE offered to explore some aura research that would later be published right here, at this blog. We connected via a phone session. As a result, what have I got for you?
- First of all, I’ll share Part One of that research.
- For the follow-up blog post, you can hear a recording we made of Part Two.
- Why no recording for Part One? I’ll share the details with you towards the end of today’s article.
Incubator Aura Research. It Always Begins with a Story.
Incubators are a life-saving technology, but neonatal care was still quite primitive in the 1960’s when LIANE was born. Emphasized most? Keep the kid alive — which meant a thoroughly sterile environment, away from people and seldom touched by other human beings.
Although every birth is weird, to some extent, that’s got to be one of the stranger ways to start an incarnation. Her father didn’t see her until Day 3 after LIANE’S birth. And no touching or crooning there. He looked at her through a glass wall into the neonatal unit at the hospital.
As for Mom, she didn’t visit until LIANE was into Day 5. Another “warm-&-loving embrace” — consisting of peering at her baby through a glass wall.
Actually, the Pre-Incubator Tale Was Exceptionally Harsh
In a painful plot twist, quite revealing about LIANE’S mother, how did LIANE learn the story of her birth? Through a book.
Never through a sweet mother-daughter, cuddly conversation. Nope. Not a word like that. Instead, LIANE’S late mother published a memoir. (LIANE told me, she kept this memoir for 15 years before she dared to read it.) And that’s when the previously-mentioned details were disclosed.
So what led to LIANE’S solitary ride in an incubator? Because her father’s health insurance was due to expire on a certain date. For financial reasons, the birth was hastened by a couple of weeks.
And the manner of birth is one I’d certainly never heard of, have you? The doctor dosed up LIANE’s mother with quinine. Talk about hastening the birth! Labor was instantaneous, a brutally uncomfortable birthing process — perhaps akin to the prison term “hard labor.”
Instantly LIANE’s mother found herself in the final phase of labor, heaving through intense contractions. If you’ve ever given birth, you know how much fun any of these contractions can be. But usually the mother builds up to them; although not enjoying the pain, at least developing a certain screaming tolerance. Not this time, though.
Wham, LIANE was born. And that harsh birthing process was so horrendous, this baby was born limp. Meaning, to put it less politely, LIANE baby was born dead. Medical staff resuscitated her and immediately placed her right into the incubator.
No “Happy Birthday, Darling Baby.” Quite the Opposite.
Ouch! I have a dim memory of something comparable, starting off the life without a single loving touch — as recounted near at the start of my memoir, Bigger than All the Night Sky.
You’d never know that LIANE survived all that. In the recording made of our final bit of research you’ll hear a voice I know well, from a handful of RES sessions:
- Emotionally, a warm voice, the voice of an empath,
- Energetically, a radiant voice, due to living in Age of Awakening Enlightenment,
- Beyond that a down-to-earth voice, combining power and patience, and sweetened by un-selfconscious compassion.
Incidentally, it’s got to be another very intense story, how LIANE’S mother suffered. Her father, too.
Any parent who comes so close to losing a baby undergoes so much pain, and such personal varieties of pain. Yet this is widely recounted on the Internet.
Whereas it takes aura reading — or something comparable — to give a voice to infant’s suffering… and, in this case, magnificent spiritual evolution.
Without the energetic literacy skills of RES, I wonder:
Who else speaks for those babies, and what they go through? A child fresh from God. And a child with an eternal soul’s comprehension yet, simultaneously, a newborn animal in that fragile human body: Born with a human’s need to be touched and loved, to be comforted after the birth, to be held and feel connected to other human animals.
But what were the odds of receiving any of this… as an incubator baby, back in the day? Zilch.
Okay, on to LIANE’S Incubator Aura Research
The part about how I co-created this with Divine help? I’ll leave that to the end of this very long post. Here I’ll just say that I used advanced techniques of energetic literacy, RES-style. We spent well over an hour, researching these parts of LIANE’S aura:
- Root Chakra Databank for Presence in the Room
- Root Chakra Databank for Connection to Physical Body
- Heart Chakra Databank for Emotional Self-Awareness
- Third Eye Chakra Databank for Connection to Spiritual Source
First, I researched a “baseline.” How those chakra databanks were doing at the time of the aura reading.
Mostly I noticed the quiet glory of someone in Age of Awakening Enlightenment. Every chakra databank working, and each gift of the soul being expressed in an everyday way.
Always, for someone in Enlightenment, with the combo of Stage 3 Energetic Literacy and experience, one can discern a sturdy and strong awareness of the Divine.
Preparing for Incubator Aura Research, this Grabbed My Attention
When it came to LIANE’S emotional and spiritual connection to her physical body, I discovered an immense collection of scar tissue.
Ah, scar tissue, my favorite thing to ever find in a chakra databank! (Apart from Enlightenment, of course. Not everyone manages to move into Enlightenment, but many of us develop scar tissue of one kind or another, hooray!)
Scar tissue can occur in any chakra databank. It means, “This soul has accomplished even more than was hoped for… when setting up the initial Life Contract.“
In this case, what was the significance of all that scar tissue? Seemed to me, Liane had succeeded in adapting beautifully to living in her body. Meaning, what? Developing a default positioning of her consciousness, a “body first” way of living.
By contrast, it’s entirely possible to live, and function as recognizably sane, yet still not have much awareness of one’s own body. (In fact, the incubator grad who’s writing this article had a very similar struggle, one of the themes in Bigger than All the Night Sky.)
After I described the quality of LIANE’S own struggle and, by now, easy adjustment to being human… down to her fingernails…
Then LIANE told me, “When I look at my life, there are two parts. Before RES and after. It has made that big of a difference. ROSE, after I started having RES sessions, I moved into my body.”
Incubator Aura Research Began with Agony
You see, Blog-Buddies, I had to choose which energetic holograms to pull out. In Part Two, the recording that survived, I investigated LIANE’S moment of greatest joy within the incubator.
While Part One focused on her moment of greatest agony. Well, co-creating with LIANE’S choice of Divine help, here’s what we found.
In terms of her presence, LIANE was stretched thin. Because, in this particular moment, she had traveled in consciousness. Pounding on heaven’s door, as it were. She demanded to talk to God about having to continue as this baby.
Throughout pregnancy, and sometimes for the first year, a soul usually has the right to terminate the lifetime. Based on research I’ve done, helping clients, this spiritual choice is the cause of many a miscarriage and Sudden Infant Death Syndrome.
Usually we souls have the right to back out, despite signing a Life Contract. Because sometimes the reality of the human experience is so much harsher than we ever imagined, even if we’ve had innumerable previous incarnations in human form.
But LIANE didn’t even seem to “rate” an audience with God. Instead she could only make contact with a cosmic flunky, a not-that-bright and not-that-caring and not-that-evolved celestial gatekeeper. This angel told her that she wasn’t allowed to meet with God because she had to go through with the life contract.
Anything else? God wanted this soul in anguish to know:
- She’d get through this time.
- And she would have the strength to fulfill her Life Contract
- And later they could talk about it, but not now. Sorry.
- Now go on back and continue with that lifetime. “You have no choice.”
Incubator Aura Research Revealed Such Sweetness in LIANE
Because she didn’t become a hater. Nor even bitter.
And she kept on loving God anyway, even when she didn’t understand what was happening. Or why she was being treated with such unusual harshness.
Usually, up thorough age five, a human child can freely travel in consciousness to visit with God. As in, “Whenever you want.” Not as in “Never.”
Most Notable, Though, Was This Part of the Incubator Aura Research
Ever hear the expression “roasted seeds of karma”? In her aura, and I suspect karmically too, LIANE got fried.
During this incident of agony, unbeknownst to herself at the time, she completed many a vow she had taken in other lifetimes.
The kind of vow that renunciates take, when committing to life as a nun, a monk, a priest.
The terrible vow of a renunciate goes like this:
Strip away everything, God. As long as I’m human, I want you to take every single thing away. Every human comfort or pleasure, companionship or friendship; either having a human to love me or having me desire to love any other person.
Every. Single. Thing. Take it away. Sit it can be just you and me, God. That hardest kind of life means one thing only, the thing that makes any sacrifice worthwhile: I want to offer you the purest love that can be.
Many of Us Make Such Vows
And here’s the funny thing. Even if we change our minds later — and I’ve helped RES clients who are former nuns, monks, and priests… as well as a couple of recluses who were living that renunciate life at the time of my aura reading.
Even if, post-vow, we change our minds within the lifetime.
And even post-lifetime, moving on to other householder incarnations — plenty of them.
Even then, such a vow, once set in motion, must be fulfilled… before we can reach Enlightenment.
LIANE, now in Enlightenment, had to live the fulfillment of that vow. Which she did, while in the incubator. That moment of agony was the culmination of it all, seemingly rejected even by God.
And she accepted this, as shown by her aura, with the sweetest resignation. And, of course, not knowing that this was happening, and she was being freed up in the kindest way possible.
I wonder how many incubator babies are living that way for similar reasons. Of course, there are many other reasons for that tough karma of “Incubator Baby.”
Birth and death are both like that, right? Sometimes the most awful things happen. And, could be, those awful-seeming things are meant-to-be’s, brought into life as unintended consequences of our human choices. Bitter experiences, coming from choices that seemed so beautiful, once upon a time.
Let’s Add Background Info in the Comments Section
Blog-Buddies, I’ve been writing this post for hours. And you’ve been reading a LOT, to have gotten this far. Enough already.
Let’s continue in the comments section below.
Do you have any curiosity about:
- How this reading was done?
- How it different completely from any kind of psychic reading or channeled reading?
- And do you wonder why I didn’t just play the audio recording for you?
Ask away, and I’ll answer. Here I just want to thank LIANE so much for her generosity in allowing me to share this with you.