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How Deeper Perception Helped Me in 2014, a Guest Post by SARAH

Diving deeper into family life with Aura Healing and Transformation

Diving deeper into family life with Aura Healing and Transformation

SARAH has entered the first full-length entry into our new Contest about Deeper Perception. Prepare to be shocked (maybe). Or maybe not so shocked at all….

What I learned is hard for me to summarize, since it happened somewhere completely separate from my intellect.

I finally let go of my need to love my family. In the process, I actually came to love them in a way I never have before. For the first time in years, I was able to genuinely enjoy a holiday spent with them, free of guilt or disappointment.

With regular perception, a close family

See, my immediate family is very close and loving and always has been… supposedly. We all see each other regularly, everyone makes an effort to keep up on each others’ lives, my parents are still together, etc.

And this sense of family is extremely important to us—all of us. It must be. It’s some sort of implicit requirement for membership. I don’t know how else to explain it.

But there’s always been something weird under the surface, like it’s all a big show. I’ve spent years convincing myself that this is all in my head, since I’ve never met anyone else who gets this vibe from them. My friends just politely say that they don’t really know what I am talking about, so-and-so seems lovely to them.